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[Dec. 29th, 2009|12:37 pm] |
I had a very lovely Christmas with Heaven. She gave me a scrapbook album with a picture of us inside of it, and that picture alone would have been the best gift I had ever recieved. But knowing she wants to make more memories with me, to fill the blank pages, that means more to me than I can even explain. I gave her a necklace in return, a sliver cross and dove.
I went with Heaven to her sister's wedding. Haven looked stunning in her butterfly dress. I had a nice time, and Haven looked very happy to be getting married. So maybe it was the right thing for her. Congrats guys! |
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[Nov. 25th, 2009|09:43 pm] |
It's funny how things happen. I started out here too terrified to hardly leave the house, and all that changed with a visit to the candy store. Everytime I'm around Heaven, I'm not afraid of anything. I feel safe and secure, like everything is right in the world. I've gone to see her quite a few times, and each one is a special memory I've written on my heart, never to forget them.
And then, we kissed. And it was in that second I realised exactly why her parents had named her Heaven, it fits so perfectly with the way I felt when our lips touched. I'd never had anything just.....shoot right through me like that feeling. It had to be the most amazing experience I've ever had, and I hope there are more to come. Apparently you don't need a male to feel like you're living in a fairy tale, and a princess charming is just as wonderful as a prince. |
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[Nov. 12th, 2009|04:40 pm] |
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Someone wake me from this nightmare. Please. I want to go home. Back where I can hide. Away from this horrible job at the gym where mostly I just leave the sign-in book on the counter and hide behind it, sitting on the ground where they can't see me. One of these days the stress is going to give me an anuerism. I think later I'll go down to the candy store. I'd like some gummy worms and I'd also kinda like to see Heaven again, she's really nice. |
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